Another 10 hours of sleep from yesterday nite… I think I caught the fever from the little girl(which I took care in my work place)...have spend most of my time on my bed today...sleep,wake up then sleep again then wake up...was reading the book--a child called "it" during most of the time when I'm awake...Its a real story.."there is nothing u can do to impress me!Do u understand me?u r nobody!an "it"!u r nonexistent!U r a bastart child! I hate u and I wish u were dead!Dead!Do u hear me?DEAD!!"...this is wat the mother said to her own child,I think I can never understand how can a mother treat her own child like that..the mother ended up not even rmb his name..and call him "it"all the time...the way she treat him is worst than how she treat her dog..wat kind of ppl is this man?! Today,when I was lying on my bed...I suddenly reflect back to the time when I pat the kids to sleep(the other day)..it reminds me of the days that my dad always cover me with my blanket when I was sleeping(actually sometimes I purposely kick it away..hehehe=p)… Oohhh…how I wish someone would pat me...or read a story or cover me with blanket to sleep…how I wish… Today still no appetite...still don’t feel like eating…only ate a little bit of porridge...now relying on ribena…really hope that don’t need to see doctor…I hate doctor!!cause they will give u medicine…I hate eating medicine cause I always cannot swallow…I can never swallow medicine properly…*sigh*
