Sometimes I wonder why things just have to turn out to be in this way.. sometimes I wish there's a switch which u can turn on/off ur feelings.. "I tot ur favourite is hazelnut with pudding?" someone asked me this when we went bbt the other day..I just smile and told the person that I just tot of trying smtg new..but deep down,I knew exactly why I'm doing this.. Everytime I see u I don't know how should I react..talk to u? or should I continue on avoiding u.. once again I find myself back in the battlefield again..I'm tired of all these..I'm tired of fighting..I just want to move on..
Daddy,u know how much it hurts..help me bury all these here..pls help me move on..give me the strength to stand for u..
