Glad to see that u're handling urself so well while facing this..knowing that its not easy..a lot of us might have just seen the optimistic side of yours..but not knowing how much tears had been shed behind..just want u to know that my prayers are with u=)
On the other hand,I'm tired of trying to figure out all the confusion..tired of circling the same thing round and round from time to time..and not knowing what is true and what is not..
Went to millpoint again today...run and run till I couldnt run anymore..then I finally sit down and have my talk with u..first time thru out the whole week that I finally felt ur peace for this short moment..
Was just clearing some of the msg in my phone today and saw this msg that was sent by a fren of mine not long ago.."Jan,u dont hav to be strong or fight it all the time. U can run, but always towards Him and not away, u can cry and weep but at His feet..run into the arms of our Father and see how big He is.." thats a reminder that I really needed I guess
Daddy,your arms is where I want to hide..your peace and your presence is what I long for..pls give me the wisdom to understand and take away the unsecure feeling..let me know that u're here..