yes yes yes..I know its been a while since I last updated this blog..no more nagging pls=p
Was just reading Mishi's blog latest entry abt leadership..she mention abt "There are technical leaders, leaders skilled in areas- effective leaders. And there are leaders who are personal with you. They walk with you, they talk with you... they know your weaknesses, they know your insecurities but they will not give up on you. You see a piece of coal, but they see a diamond in the rough. They will not hold back in being transparent with you, because they're only human... and helping you to see their humanity brings you one step closer to relying on God and not on man. They cheer you on, they discipline you when you require it. When you want to throw in the towel, they throw the towel back at you and help you to see that it's okay to be frustrated, it's okay to be upset.... but it's not okay to give up. They admit they were wrong and ask for forgiveness...." where it got me reflecting back on my last sem when I was in my lowest depth which I have someone who will walk with me, talk with me, pray with me and assure me that I'm not alone..
I still rmb the conversation between me and u where u told me that one day I will reach where u are..one day I will be able to do the same for other ppl..that's what have keep me going..where I strive to be..and I made it=)
Again and again I have let the opportunity float pass me..many times where I told u that I'm not the one or I cant do it..I know I have failed u many times..forgive me Father..now I have made a decision, here I am waiting..mould me..send me..
Its been a while since I last felt like this..from last Friday till today..today is the fourth day..thank you Daddy,today I'm still able to stand its all because of u!=)