I seriously need a life..a life with goal.. I'm really having a hard time of adapting myself into holidays..I'm surprise to find that how much I'm attach to my school..I miss the days where I go to school for classes or even the time I spend in my lab..it just make me feel like I have at least accomplish smtg on each day! what really scares me off is life really seems to be meaningless esp finding urself waking up everyday and not really doing anything..I dont want my holiday to be wasted just like that..eventhough I went back to my prac school to help out and do some volunteery work..but its just not enough! I seriously need to find a job..need to find hse..I really need to be motivated..I really need some discipline!*sigh* I seriously dont understand how some ppl can just spend their everyday on doing nothing or waking up trying to think of how to kill time..thats just not a life that I want.. I want to live my life to the fullest!I want to make use of my time..just that how?
Daddy, I need your guidance and wisdom to live a life that you desired of me..it is you that I cling onto..you're all that I want..
