"why are u so harsh to yourself?" u asked.. cuz thats the only way i can keep myself going.. cuz thats the only way i can keep myself stand.. if only u know how hard it is.. if only u understand.. oh well..
yesterday service was awesome, the message was clearly meant for me! its such a strong assurance from our beloved heavenly Father.I guess there just isn't anything that I can hide from u.The insecure feeling which others couldnt see, u knew it. U draw even closer when u knew that I was trembling. The fear of not knowing what's my next step, u saw it. I could feel u even stronger from the moment I told u that I'm weak, I'm emotionally drain,I'm down..What more could I ask for?
I remember u said to me before, u saw me as the lil girl who would keep running despite of all the bruises she had from falling.She was once afraid of falling..she was once afraid of pain..but today she knew that as long as she keep running, one day she will cross the finishing line. Today she's back! she knew that what she needs to do now is focus and set her eyes on Him..
Jeremiah 29:11-13 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
