I'm clearly so disappointed.. things around me seems to be so discouraging lately.. the clearer u can see, the more disappointed u are.. sometimes I would rather not know anything.. as far as I hate to say this.. but the truth is,everything can be very deceiving except God..
yes,I know I'm slowly drawing myself back to the negative side of me again.. and I know very well that I need to stand close to God.. If I'm telling u that I'm totally fine, thats a lie. I'm not self pitying.. but I just need u all to leave me alone at this moment.. cuz I need time to adjust to it..
