Am listening to a song called "wai tao"(outer covering) by power station..
Years ago,I used to dream to be something that would be brought along everyday by someone I admired. (eg. jacket or watch etc). Just so that I could be with them all the time. However, just like what it says in the lyrics - eventhough some things u wear or use everyday, still u might find yourself not knowing them very well. Just like a jacket, it can only be seen from the outside,all u see is just the surface..it might look glamorous from the outside but u would not know what is under the jacket till the jacket is being taken off..
A lot of times I dont share much about myself with others,only the very few person are exception. I used to be quite a pessimistic person. After the influence of someone throughout the last few semester, I learn to be more positive. I learn to take things more easily. However, sometimes I am still one..
The fear of sharing my thoughts might draw people away or affect the way how someone feel has always stop me from pouring out my thoughts. Somehow I felt that whinning and complaining to u the other day was a big mistake. As it seem to have make u feel worse..
Daddy, would u help us to choose the better one instead of the bitter one? may u come and refresh our mind..
