Finally got it done today. Only waiting for the permission now. Shouldnt I be happy? no?!
I dont know! I really have no idea why did I say yes at the first place. Whats left in my mind now is all question mark and doubts. What if this..what if that..
Even with all the assurances given, why am I still doubting?
Daddy, open my eyes to see your plan..give me the faith to do what you have for me..Amen!