Once again, tiredness sank in.. what makes it worst was disappointment.. No doubt, my hesitation became clearer.. tears was once my enemy, and still is..
everytime I ask 'how am I suppose to get through this?'.. You told me when I trust, I'll be able to.. But how?..
decision was left to make.. all I have is unknown.. all I have is hundred and thousands of 'I dont know'..
longing to be embrace by You.. longing to be soak in Your presence.. longing to hear Your voice..
when I fail to see you.. when I fail to hear your voice.. Thank you for putting friends in my life, who's willing to listen,encourage and pray for me.. Thank you!
Daddy, shine the path that you have for me..so that I could walk in your light. Guide me, and lead me to your way I pray..
